Thursday, August 14, 2014

Summer-Can You Really Go Back?

Much has happened over the last year.  My sister suggested I write an update, but I don’t even know where to begin. 

Seasons….It seems I am back in to my favorite Season of all.  Summer.  But am I?  Can you really go back?  

Just over a year ago I was feeling pretty good about myself, having trained and competed in a Figure Competition at my age.  But, believe me, I felt my age!  Last year, I watched my sister fight the battle against breast cancer, and also lost two good friends to cancers.  My sister was amazing through all her treatments and surgeries.  Always pushing through, and never lost her fun spirit.  One of my friends, was an amazing example of a mother, doctor, volunteer, and wife, who lived through her treatments and surgeries with amazing grace and strength.   My other friend was an amazing dad, husband, brother, coach, volunteer, who NEVER gave up.  He was always there for his wife and kids, friends, teams, and others.  It was because of these three people that I decided to follow my dream and not just sit back and be content with where I was at.

So, that brings me to December of last year.  I applied to become a Flight Attendant with Southwest Airlines.  They only open up external applications once every few years.  I was so excited.  I just knew it was meant to be.  Well it wasn’t meant to be.  In February I interviewed, and in March I received my “Thanks, but no thanks” email.  I was so discouraged.  Talk about a dream being crushed!  A few weeks after that, it was recommended to me to check out Alaska Airlines.  They were hiring Flight Attendants.  Who was Alaska Airlines??  I live in Colorado!  I really didn’t even know anything about Alaska Airlines.  Well, in checking out the company, and checking in to what it would mean if I applied, I found out that I would most likely be based in Anchorage, AK if I was hired.  Now, if you really know me, you know that Alaska is probably the last state in the US that I would ever choose to live in.  However, when Mike and I talked about the possibilities and the future, we decided I should go for it.  I sent in my application.  I spent a 12 hour day interviewing and was offered the job.  Three weeks later I was in Seattle for training.  (There will have to be an entire blog entry related to training!)

I remember about two years ago, sitting on a friend’s patio for a girls night out happy hour, and mentioning  that one day I’d like to be a Flight Attendant.  I really don’t know how many of my girlfriends ever believed that at my age, it would be smart or even possible to do, or that I would even do it.  Well, I’m so thankful that I took the chance and followed that dream.  Is it easy?  Was being away for 5 ½ weeks for training easy?  Is living in Alaska away from my family easy?  Absolutely not.  But I do know that I have the full support of Mike and the rest of my family.  I know that in the long run, this will be good for our family.  “Short term sacrifice for long term gain” is what I keep telling myself. 


Did I really go back to the “Season of Summer” in my life?  No.  I’m still the same age, in the same Season of life that I was this time last year.  However, I am living my life with no regrets.  Living and not ever going to say I wish I would have done that.  No matter what my age, what Season I am in.